幸福的方法.... come and i'll let you know

the bouquet was beautiful, wasn't it?

this afternoon tell-me came home with me to see the kitties and accompanied me to the vet. (you know, i always go there like a single mother it was a positive experience to have her there with me!) thank God she was there, we met a very horrible dog that pee'd and poo'ed everywhere at the vet's clinic, xiangxiang was very frightened (and so was tell-me, hehe!). never seen the little one so frightened before, she was howling for help! so thank you auntie tell-me for being there with me, or else how could i have coped!?

well, k not only sent me a lovely bouquet, by the time we got home, i found out a parcel was waiting for me from australia, a big box of seashell chocolates from him as well! how does he know i love seashells, and love chocolates at the same time!? thank you so much. i do really miss the good times in kota kinabalu.
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and god plays miracles after giving me a terrible evening. i found hanat through the internet, one of my best friends from school after 13 years of being apart! i've been typing bali-muttajjo constantly every month since internet was ever known to me. i pray that she'll write back......

to my kittie's aunty tellme,

i know these days has been very hard
and you've been crying lots
too much in fact, i could see it in your eyes
so much uncertainty
too many things to worry

want you to know, i've been thinking about you
lots
and about your parents, your sister
i know, you've been incredibly brave
deep inside
so i'm less worried about you now

also remember
lots of people are working hard
lots of people are praying as well
please know that you are surrounded by love all around
especially your family too

and most of all,
God will bring you through
He surely will

looking forward to see you smile again

with lots of love from auntie b

very strange. received a call while i was at work this morning, someone looking for dr. b chan... just as i was wondering it was some investment/insurance company, it turned out to be the florist~... mmm.... saying there's a bouquet of flowers reserved for me tomorrow... she also asked where should it delivered to me tomorrow....

Mmm.... i was very surprised (who wouldn't, hah!) and it turned out they have to deliver the bouquet to the hospital because i'll be at work during the day! that'll be very interesting coz all the nurses in my ward will ask me to treat them tea :P anyhow, i asked whether i could know who/where it was from. she said there wasn't a name (i didn't know i have a secret admirer!?) but the location was put down to be.... Glattbrugg. where the x is this!? haha.... i looked up yahoo and found out it was in Switzerland. another Mmm...

sounds like some gorgeous chocolate-melting swiss guy/girl has sent me a very lovely bouquet!

thank you! whoever you are, you are very, very sweet.

now it has me wondering.... i can count who has my new address, i've just moved in not long ago........ there's Mi Phuong, Angeline (!)..............................

every morning on my way to work i walk through a tunnel of coldness and darkness, greeted by the a slit of warm light in the end. always reminds me of a better day to come.

though time is running out, it's soon march.

Kiss the rain

the moments in waiting
always the most beautiful...........

劉若英 – 那天

看著停在半空中的雨 讓這城市顯得真空虛
我活在一個曾經裡 努力想念你
我好想你能把從前的你 拍成一部無聲的電影
有的可以打上日期 但是有些還是該忘記
那天 你記得嗎 那天 風的味道
那天 以為愛是完整的 那天 它慢慢在褪色
那天 我還記得 時間 是無情的
那天 兩個人的對白呢 我永遠記得你說的那天
我永遠記得你說的那一天

dr mok and i are going to perform massnet's 'meditation' tomorrow evening. it is 'the' song for old chinese black and white movies, especially at moments when people started to have 'haemoptysis'.... thought it wasn't entirely appropriate for a happy occasion like the annual dinner but dr mok's harmonica skills were mesmerising. so i guess whatever he plays will catch some attention...

as for me, i was going to play the dreamy debussy's arabesque in e major but then the electronic piano doesn't make justice for it, so it will now be schubert's scherzo instead. better spare time for some practice today or else my boss will spot out all the wrong notes.... :P