the night is passing too slowly.

my dear little one is in pain tonight after the op. she's been dozy all day and didn't purr at all. her skin infused with povidone iodine... and she would scream at every tiniest movement...

and so, i was also in pain tonight. to see her like that.

i've been embracing her for the whole of tonight and studying at the same time. and it's helping her. she hasn't been screaming aftereards. as she looked up to me inside her flying saucer around her head, she suddenly started purring for the first time today! i felt this very strong bond between us.

she's going to make it soon.