in hospital for night duty again... all is quiet and calm, phew! i have a great friend who is also a senior on call with me tonight, what feeling of security it is of having her around! though i know i won't try to ask for help often, let's hope so.

just admitted a young girl, same age as me, 25 to the ward. she came in with some weird skin rash i couldn't make out what it was. anyway let's hope the blood results come back tomorrow directing us to what it is... she's such a smiley girl, even though she has to sleep here in the ward tonight. and her bf is so caring and supportive... so envious.

(one of) my parcels finally arrived hong kong! dunno which book it'd be, i ordered 2 books just a few weeks ago and the expected date of arrival is mid-oct! i really hope it's the poem book. and i hope it's a good one too. maybe i bet on it with too much money, but amazon only had 2 left in stock. couldn't not take the chance...

so 8 more days i'll be leaving medical department and entering the unknown world called emergency... i think i'll miss it here, even the moaning ladies who are curled up like dried shrimps.... my salary will be hkd$ 1700 less but i'll make the best use of the no-call time, believe me...

will write to you soon, you know who you are :)
love,
bets

(sorry there isn't a photo for tonight. i'm in hospital! i'll make up with a nice colour instead)

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sometimes, i feel like i'm rehabilitating. but at least, deep in my heart i feel there's one day when i'll know i'm fully recovered.

"... you do not have to understand all God's ways with you. God does not expect you to understand them. You do not expect your child tounderstand, only believe. Some day you will see the glory of God in the things which you do notunderstand... "