(funny... my hair is two more inch from that now. Dec, 2004)

deliberately didn't mention my first day in A&E... Thank God for giving me challenges to learn new things, I hope i didn't look that bewildered in front of the patients! foreign body in eye, dog bite, laceration woound, slip and feel, child with fever... it wasn't too bad, i was able to handle them all (with help)!

but i'm really not used to getting up so early in the morning these 2 days in order to be there by 7.45am. you know i usually get up shining with glee, always enough time for some breakfast, the reading the news and checking my emails... but not these 2 days! argh..v been having bad dreams for a few nights already, thinking back a few old stuff, got up with sleepy eyes as if i'm not ready for another big day. but as time goes by i'll start to have pm or night shifts, i know my biological clock will be even messed up...

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but, i have a few things to keep my head up today as i will be stationed at the Emergency and resuscitation booth! hope i'll keep smiling!

1. can start planning for my holiday in Thailand as we have finalised the dates now. early Nov! hopefully there won't be bombs/chicken viruses/any weird stuff happening there from now

2. going home tonight after work, and A&E training tomorrow.... but still, it's such a tight schedule, and no sleep again

3. clinique bodyworks tonight. hope i'll look radiant afterwards!

3. really miss kandice and september. you two kept my head up whenever i think of you...

thanks all for keep me going. you're in my mind
love,
betty