it was nothing i have experienced. i was scared. i could still smell the gasoline and see the smoke rising up into the air. and i thought of you, the smiley and innocent face, so good to everyone around you, and the good heart, so important to me. you were my best friend. i didn't want to think anymore, just wished time would go by. it felt eternity. i sat in my bed and weeped.
at last. you called. i'm sorry i sounded angry. i'm always terrible at expressing myself. but thank you for taking good care of yourself. thank you for telling me you're ok.
i thank God that you're safe. i thank God for giving me a challenge because it tells me how much i care. it tells me that i have to celebrate every single day because we have our lives, to live with our cherished ones. you know? i'll always be there when you need me.