(walking quietly in a park, Nari, Japan)

i've once read something from a chinese book,
"we always think we are the centre of the world, that it cannot live without us, our family, or that 'special' person cannot live without us, but when we had to leave, of course it'd hurt them, but as a wound, fresh blood cannot keep flowing, naturally, there'll be platelet aggregation, plugging the wound and stopping blood flow..."
and then i read someon say,
"i'd always thought when i'd left her, i have departed, but now i realised i'm the one who has been left behind."

with this weekend i cannot help to think that i'm not the one who has been left behind, but have departed. so there's not to be ashamed of.

i don't know if you know what these meant, but i'm not like the conventional ones, anyway.