(remember this cute girl called cilla in my album from tai o? love that smile)

after a hot morning out in yuen long, i tidied up and sharon and brian came to visit my new place this afternoon. made my day, finally have some connections with my past life, it was so good to see them here. i felt like hugging sharon :) we watched 'hable con ella' savouring viennetta vanilla ice-cream, but brian fell asleep, being post-call and with such a long winded film, i don't blame him. but they are too sweet together, making me so envious. you know what i mean.

book fair with dorothy was so enjoyable. i mean that hour when we were squashed like sardines pushing our way through the queue into the book fair. yes, it took us one hour. on our way, we talked about our favourite films and music. and it sounded like we had nothing in common! but that's another subject for further discussion... i ended up just spending my money on one booth. bought i think 7 books, all on one subject (guess what would that be?). and holga camera was all sold out from the page-one booth, da*n it!!! guess i'll have to visit so-ho with her one time and trash that place in hung hom to look for this plastic camera called holga (but if you ask me, i'll have to also go to TST and look for my future horizon 202!!)

yesterday, i received a call while in hospital and left me in shock and wonder. it was from an unknown person who said she was a relative of my old patient from queen mary. i don't know how on earth she found me in this foreign hospital, but she told me janice's condition deteriorated over the past few weeks and she asked me for opinion (?) . i mean i have left queen mary already and had learned nothing about what'd happened. but after i put the phone down i could not be myself in the senior ward round, i kept on thinking how she is. in fact, i have been thinking about her and susanna the whole time. i miss them both. a lot. used to see them everyday saying good morning to them. now i fear one has already perished and the other is perishing...